New Job, New Life

Its been a while since my last post... actually its been about 3 months... Hmm, I'm now in Johor... Kota Tinggi to be exact. I'm here as a teacher at SMK Air Tawar, Felda Air Tawar 2, Kota Tinggi, Johor... Pheewww... what a mouthful...
Since I was here, I learnt lots of new things... actually I learnt about new things every day... On my first month, I need to get used with the school systems and the lifestyle in this felda... But now I'm ok. Everything went well and smooth...
SMK Air Tawar.... Hmmm,... Where to begin?... This is indeed a very big school compared to my old school, yet the systems are efficient and systematic... I enjoyed my time being here... But the big Q is, AM I A GOOD TEACHER? Still asking myself this question... Hmmm....
The students are extremely nice actually... They tensed to call me 'Cikgu Comel'. Hehe. But, I don't bother much... The thing is I've fell in love with my students... Ahh... Before I forgot, I was assigned to teach 3 Form 3 classes, 1 Form 2 class and 2 PJK class which actually involves Form 4 and 5 students...
Well, I guess I've missed writing in my blog, so I just can't stop myself from babbling.... Till fingers meet keyboard again... Adios and assalamualaikum....

Value of Friendship

If I could list my friend list, it will definitely be a long one. However, lately I'm losing my friends one by another. This is definitely a total frustration for me but life most go on, right? For this reason, I'm holding myself together.

The most painful lost will definitely be the reason I left Riez-one, my best buddy since high school. But I believe I have a strong reason for me to take off. First of all, I am not that heartless or blinded with my own feeling. I can sense that his wife isn't comfortable with our friendship. And  another thing, I just found out that she is pregnant. Congratulation for both of you! For the best pray from me to them, I choose to leave as long as they are happy with their life... I never hate them but I just can't be their friend any more.

Another loss will definitely be a misunderstanding issues. Even thought these wasn't even the first misunderstanding situation that happen among us, I still hope that this issue won't last for long. Sooner or later, that person will find out... I believe it'll be better for me to keep it quiet because there are so much thing for me to plan lately.

Let's pray that everything happen for a good reasons, and the muddy situation will be clear as the time past...

Anchaq Coming Home, Mr. Fiancee Outstation

My big brother, Anchaq is coming home for 2 weeks holiday.. ho yeahhhh.... No wonder Abah asked Mama to get his car serviced... huhu...

Mr. Fiancee was sent to Miri... again. I'm worried actually. I do understand that he was entrusted with his company project, but I am worried if he got transfered to Miri. 

Ya Allah, permudahkanlah jalan kami... Amin...

Interview oh Interview

14th February 2012, 9.30 am... I'm done with the interview! Really hope that I manage to get the job. I've spent 4 years studying in this field and that is one of the reason I'm hoping for this job. Other than that, I've planned to be in this field since form 4. 

I've arrived at JPN Kedah, Jalan Stadium at 7 am with my beloved Abah. (First of all, I really want to say that I was so sleepy as I only slept for about 2 hours because I was so freaked out with the interview.) I was so touched to know that my Abah took a day off from his work just to fetch me there. More than that, he was there at all time during my interview. I was so happy seeing his face as I left the interviewers' room. I love you, Abah. I know that you love me too!!! Hehe...

Back about the interview, we started at 7.30 am sharp and end at 9.30 am. Pheewww... quite along time. However, we didn't really realising how fast the time flies as we were busy sharing our thought and giving our best answers to the interviewers. My friends and I were interviewed by Farid's English Teacher, Pn. Rose Liza and a representative from SPP, Datuk Norma. The first question asked by the interviewers was, "Apa maksud transformasi? Berikan contoh transformasi dalam konteks negara ini" I answer the question by explaining about the changes from PPSMI to MBMMBI made by the Malaysian Ministry of Education. The best thing about this interview is that our interviewers are so cool and helpful. They keep guiding us back on track if we got so carried away with our explanation. 

I'm quite happy to be there on that day as I met my school friends and my coursemates. They were Dhaneswary, Atiqah, Ashran and Lim Poay Hoon from my class in UM, Azmeer, Shahidah, Habib and Siva  from SMKDSO. Really miss them...

As I got home, I spent half of the day sleeping because I feel much calmer as I finish the IV... 

THE END...

Interview or Examination

Nowadays, I am too busy looking for information that I never bothered before. Strange isn't it? I do find it strange. However, I'm actually doing this just to prepare myself for the interview awaits. Still didn't know when will it be or where will it be, but lots of information to study. 

Most of us (me and my friends) believe that to be in this interview make us prefer our semester examinations better. For the interview, we need to study lots of thing that weren't even in our syllabus or we had studied before. Nevertheless, fearsome is always adventure, and adventures may come in various ways, aren't they?

From now on, let's get our fingers crossed and pray for Almighty God, Allah that everything will be fine. Gosh, seems I can handle it calmly, Only God knows.... I'M FREAKIN' OUT!!!