Happy Family

Last Aidilfitri, my big family had organized a Family Gathering at Sungai Petani. First, we went for lunch at Pak Tam's house and then we went for tea at Pak Su house.

 

 

 At PakTam's house... 

 

Lovely kids...

 

 

 

 

 

At PakSu's house

The difference between this gathering and the previous one is, Mr. Fiancee was here! 

 Actually, me and my cousins had stole some times and we went to The Village Mall for shopping!!

 

I was glad that Mr. Fiancee can mingle well with my family. Soon enough he'll be our new member.

My Dearest Family

 

 2012 Aidilfitri's picture... Abah and mama looked very happy with us brothers and sister...

 

Photoshoot at Masjid Al-Bukhary... Abah's so 'cool'. This raya was the best ever... Love my family lots XOXO

 Abah and Mama... I love you both forever.... Smile always and give us strength

Saya Nampak... (I can see...)

Saya nampak...

Mereka mengharapkan kami kecundang,

Saya nampak...

Mereka mengkritik cara kami,

Saya nampak...

Mereka memandang rendah kemampuan kami...

Tapi saya tahu...

Abah sayang mama

Abah sayang kami adik beradik

Saya juga tahu...

Setiap kali ujian datang, 

Ada bunga bahagia turut mekar.

Kaki kami kukuh berdiri

Sebagai sebuah keluarga....

Persetankan semuanya,

Aku hidup kerana Allah...

Dan dariNya juga aku kenal mama dan abah.

Mama dan Abah, 

Teruslah jadi kekuatan kami...

Doakan kejayaan kami

Cara didikmu yang memberi kami bahagia

Caramu jua yang memberi kami kejayaan

Dengan caramu jua kami sentiasa bersama...

(semakin berat dugaan Allah bagi, semakin manis senyuman kami.)

In my mind: PMR Students... Wedding?

It's been a while...

It seems like I really don't have time to write in this blog...

There are so many things going on right now but I am a bit lost in my path. To think about all the things that has been going on all these while, I have come to realize that everything that I had been through was actually just a piece of my destiny's path. There are happiness and pains to endures. However, I am glad that I have been blessed with chances from time to time by God. Thank you, Allah.

Today my students are facing their PMR examination. I really hope for their best. From time to time started to realize that some of these students are not born with 'Einstein' brain, but they struggle with their might just to succeed in their life. They became my beloved in these short period. I never feel satisfied with all I have done. I really hope that I could do more. Especially for my students from 3 Erat. Even though, they are students from last class, there are students in this class that really try their best to change their life. Most of my students are sufferers. They came from different backgrounds and there are stories heard about them. All they need is patience and attentions from teachers.

I kept thinking about my students from time to time until I completely forgotten that I am getting married by this December. Its like, this is more of the life that I cherished. I don't even bother to think about my fiancee or even my family (what a bad daughter I am right now...). All I want to do is to help my students. To give them the best so that they can create better life path. Really hope for these, O Dear Allah.

I've got about 2 months left before my big day, there are so much to do. My family members are busy preparing for the day. Abah is busy with renovating the house and Mama is quite busy about her invited lists. My brothers, Anchik and Anchaq are busy with their studies. I pray for their best everyday. I love them too much that I rather loss everything for them. Back about my wedding, Mr. Fiancee and I are having a big quarrel at the moment... Actually it has been weeks, perhaps we are stressed with the wedding preparation and our own career.

Dear Allah, I've seen and heard about how You had tested my friends with painful yet preaching experience. And I know that You never test your followers more than what we can endure. However, do stay with us forever as You are our Might Guidance.   

New Job, New Life

Its been a while since my last post... actually its been about 3 months... Hmm, I'm now in Johor... Kota Tinggi to be exact. I'm here as a teacher at SMK Air Tawar, Felda Air Tawar 2, Kota Tinggi, Johor... Pheewww... what a mouthful...
Since I was here, I learnt lots of new things... actually I learnt about new things every day... On my first month, I need to get used with the school systems and the lifestyle in this felda... But now I'm ok. Everything went well and smooth...
SMK Air Tawar.... Hmmm,... Where to begin?... This is indeed a very big school compared to my old school, yet the systems are efficient and systematic... I enjoyed my time being here... But the big Q is, AM I A GOOD TEACHER? Still asking myself this question... Hmmm....
The students are extremely nice actually... They tensed to call me 'Cikgu Comel'. Hehe. But, I don't bother much... The thing is I've fell in love with my students... Ahh... Before I forgot, I was assigned to teach 3 Form 3 classes, 1 Form 2 class and 2 PJK class which actually involves Form 4 and 5 students...
Well, I guess I've missed writing in my blog, so I just can't stop myself from babbling.... Till fingers meet keyboard again... Adios and assalamualaikum....