If I could list my friend list, it will definitely be a long one. However, lately I'm losing my friends one by another. This is definitely a total frustration for me but life most go on, right? For this reason, I'm holding myself together.
The most painful lost will definitely be the reason I left Riez-one, my best buddy since high school. But I believe I have a strong reason for me to take off. First of all, I am not that heartless or blinded with my own feeling. I can sense that his wife isn't comfortable with our friendship. And another thing, I just found out that she is pregnant. Congratulation for both of you! For the best pray from me to them, I choose to leave as long as they are happy with their life... I never hate them but I just can't be their friend any more.
Another loss will definitely be a misunderstanding issues. Even thought these wasn't even the first misunderstanding situation that happen among us, I still hope that this issue won't last for long. Sooner or later, that person will find out... I believe it'll be better for me to keep it quiet because there are so much thing for me to plan lately.
Let's pray that everything happen for a good reasons, and the muddy situation will be clear as the time past...
