Happy Family

Last Aidilfitri, my big family had organized a Family Gathering at Sungai Petani. First, we went for lunch at Pak Tam's house and then we went for tea at Pak Su house.

 

 

 At PakTam's house... 

 

Lovely kids...

 

 

 

 

 

At PakSu's house

The difference between this gathering and the previous one is, Mr. Fiancee was here! 

 Actually, me and my cousins had stole some times and we went to The Village Mall for shopping!!

 

I was glad that Mr. Fiancee can mingle well with my family. Soon enough he'll be our new member.

My Dearest Family

 

 2012 Aidilfitri's picture... Abah and mama looked very happy with us brothers and sister...

 

Photoshoot at Masjid Al-Bukhary... Abah's so 'cool'. This raya was the best ever... Love my family lots XOXO

 Abah and Mama... I love you both forever.... Smile always and give us strength

Saya Nampak... (I can see...)

Saya nampak...

Mereka mengharapkan kami kecundang,

Saya nampak...

Mereka mengkritik cara kami,

Saya nampak...

Mereka memandang rendah kemampuan kami...

Tapi saya tahu...

Abah sayang mama

Abah sayang kami adik beradik

Saya juga tahu...

Setiap kali ujian datang, 

Ada bunga bahagia turut mekar.

Kaki kami kukuh berdiri

Sebagai sebuah keluarga....

Persetankan semuanya,

Aku hidup kerana Allah...

Dan dariNya juga aku kenal mama dan abah.

Mama dan Abah, 

Teruslah jadi kekuatan kami...

Doakan kejayaan kami

Cara didikmu yang memberi kami bahagia

Caramu jua yang memberi kami kejayaan

Dengan caramu jua kami sentiasa bersama...

(semakin berat dugaan Allah bagi, semakin manis senyuman kami.)

In my mind: PMR Students... Wedding?

It's been a while...

It seems like I really don't have time to write in this blog...

There are so many things going on right now but I am a bit lost in my path. To think about all the things that has been going on all these while, I have come to realize that everything that I had been through was actually just a piece of my destiny's path. There are happiness and pains to endures. However, I am glad that I have been blessed with chances from time to time by God. Thank you, Allah.

Today my students are facing their PMR examination. I really hope for their best. From time to time started to realize that some of these students are not born with 'Einstein' brain, but they struggle with their might just to succeed in their life. They became my beloved in these short period. I never feel satisfied with all I have done. I really hope that I could do more. Especially for my students from 3 Erat. Even though, they are students from last class, there are students in this class that really try their best to change their life. Most of my students are sufferers. They came from different backgrounds and there are stories heard about them. All they need is patience and attentions from teachers.

I kept thinking about my students from time to time until I completely forgotten that I am getting married by this December. Its like, this is more of the life that I cherished. I don't even bother to think about my fiancee or even my family (what a bad daughter I am right now...). All I want to do is to help my students. To give them the best so that they can create better life path. Really hope for these, O Dear Allah.

I've got about 2 months left before my big day, there are so much to do. My family members are busy preparing for the day. Abah is busy with renovating the house and Mama is quite busy about her invited lists. My brothers, Anchik and Anchaq are busy with their studies. I pray for their best everyday. I love them too much that I rather loss everything for them. Back about my wedding, Mr. Fiancee and I are having a big quarrel at the moment... Actually it has been weeks, perhaps we are stressed with the wedding preparation and our own career.

Dear Allah, I've seen and heard about how You had tested my friends with painful yet preaching experience. And I know that You never test your followers more than what we can endure. However, do stay with us forever as You are our Might Guidance.   

New Job, New Life

Its been a while since my last post... actually its been about 3 months... Hmm, I'm now in Johor... Kota Tinggi to be exact. I'm here as a teacher at SMK Air Tawar, Felda Air Tawar 2, Kota Tinggi, Johor... Pheewww... what a mouthful...
Since I was here, I learnt lots of new things... actually I learnt about new things every day... On my first month, I need to get used with the school systems and the lifestyle in this felda... But now I'm ok. Everything went well and smooth...
SMK Air Tawar.... Hmmm,... Where to begin?... This is indeed a very big school compared to my old school, yet the systems are efficient and systematic... I enjoyed my time being here... But the big Q is, AM I A GOOD TEACHER? Still asking myself this question... Hmmm....
The students are extremely nice actually... They tensed to call me 'Cikgu Comel'. Hehe. But, I don't bother much... The thing is I've fell in love with my students... Ahh... Before I forgot, I was assigned to teach 3 Form 3 classes, 1 Form 2 class and 2 PJK class which actually involves Form 4 and 5 students...
Well, I guess I've missed writing in my blog, so I just can't stop myself from babbling.... Till fingers meet keyboard again... Adios and assalamualaikum....

Value of Friendship

If I could list my friend list, it will definitely be a long one. However, lately I'm losing my friends one by another. This is definitely a total frustration for me but life most go on, right? For this reason, I'm holding myself together.

The most painful lost will definitely be the reason I left Riez-one, my best buddy since high school. But I believe I have a strong reason for me to take off. First of all, I am not that heartless or blinded with my own feeling. I can sense that his wife isn't comfortable with our friendship. And  another thing, I just found out that she is pregnant. Congratulation for both of you! For the best pray from me to them, I choose to leave as long as they are happy with their life... I never hate them but I just can't be their friend any more.

Another loss will definitely be a misunderstanding issues. Even thought these wasn't even the first misunderstanding situation that happen among us, I still hope that this issue won't last for long. Sooner or later, that person will find out... I believe it'll be better for me to keep it quiet because there are so much thing for me to plan lately.

Let's pray that everything happen for a good reasons, and the muddy situation will be clear as the time past...

Anchaq Coming Home, Mr. Fiancee Outstation

My big brother, Anchaq is coming home for 2 weeks holiday.. ho yeahhhh.... No wonder Abah asked Mama to get his car serviced... huhu...

Mr. Fiancee was sent to Miri... again. I'm worried actually. I do understand that he was entrusted with his company project, but I am worried if he got transfered to Miri. 

Ya Allah, permudahkanlah jalan kami... Amin...

Interview oh Interview

14th February 2012, 9.30 am... I'm done with the interview! Really hope that I manage to get the job. I've spent 4 years studying in this field and that is one of the reason I'm hoping for this job. Other than that, I've planned to be in this field since form 4. 

I've arrived at JPN Kedah, Jalan Stadium at 7 am with my beloved Abah. (First of all, I really want to say that I was so sleepy as I only slept for about 2 hours because I was so freaked out with the interview.) I was so touched to know that my Abah took a day off from his work just to fetch me there. More than that, he was there at all time during my interview. I was so happy seeing his face as I left the interviewers' room. I love you, Abah. I know that you love me too!!! Hehe...

Back about the interview, we started at 7.30 am sharp and end at 9.30 am. Pheewww... quite along time. However, we didn't really realising how fast the time flies as we were busy sharing our thought and giving our best answers to the interviewers. My friends and I were interviewed by Farid's English Teacher, Pn. Rose Liza and a representative from SPP, Datuk Norma. The first question asked by the interviewers was, "Apa maksud transformasi? Berikan contoh transformasi dalam konteks negara ini" I answer the question by explaining about the changes from PPSMI to MBMMBI made by the Malaysian Ministry of Education. The best thing about this interview is that our interviewers are so cool and helpful. They keep guiding us back on track if we got so carried away with our explanation. 

I'm quite happy to be there on that day as I met my school friends and my coursemates. They were Dhaneswary, Atiqah, Ashran and Lim Poay Hoon from my class in UM, Azmeer, Shahidah, Habib and Siva  from SMKDSO. Really miss them...

As I got home, I spent half of the day sleeping because I feel much calmer as I finish the IV... 

THE END...

Interview or Examination

Nowadays, I am too busy looking for information that I never bothered before. Strange isn't it? I do find it strange. However, I'm actually doing this just to prepare myself for the interview awaits. Still didn't know when will it be or where will it be, but lots of information to study. 

Most of us (me and my friends) believe that to be in this interview make us prefer our semester examinations better. For the interview, we need to study lots of thing that weren't even in our syllabus or we had studied before. Nevertheless, fearsome is always adventure, and adventures may come in various ways, aren't they?

From now on, let's get our fingers crossed and pray for Almighty God, Allah that everything will be fine. Gosh, seems I can handle it calmly, Only God knows.... I'M FREAKIN' OUT!!!

The E-day 10/12/2011

 I'm engaged. It will definitely be a lie if I say that I'm not happy. We've been together for quite some times and by being engaged to each other really portrayed our commitment for each other and also our family.

Mr. Fiancee

Fat me (T^T)

I feel blessed that I have my Mama and Abah by my side during my big day. Can't helped myself from noticing the smile from my Mama that whole day. Even Tok (my grandmother) quite enjoyed when she got her pictures taken by so many photographer. Here is one of the picture of our family from both side actually. Hehe... He's going to be my other half soon, right?

One word best describe.... FAMILY

 This is the hantaran (gifts) from both side. Pink and purple from Mr. Fiancee and Goldish-cream from my side. Can't avoid the colour pink. It is Mr. Fiancee favourite anyway.

The Moment I'm Owned... Half-owned Actually

I'm so happy that day, I was surrounded by families and friends. There are laughters and noises everywhere. It is nice to share my e-day with others. As I always believe, we should share our love but worried them not.    Thanks to Abah and Mama for their big efforts for the day. I'll never forget all he sacrifices they've made for me, Insya-Allah. One of the picture that I love would be this one. Surrounded by the princesses. Love you!!!

My Little Flower Girls....

 There's nothing much that I can say about this joyous day except that I am satisfied and really happy. I'm glad that I've been the chances to make my family proud with my graduation and to make them happy that I never put them aside in every decision I've made. I really hope that I'll be given a chance by Allah to bring more joy into our family. Do stay forever blessed, everyone that I love.

1st attempts

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